Monday, March 22, 2010

Black Bar

I censor myself around The Doctor. I do. True story: I cuss like a sailor. And maybe I'm being "polite" or something, mostly self conscious really, but I'm not a nice girl. Shouldn't I let him in on this?

"I cuss like a sailor, Doctor, oh, and also, I drink like a fish."

And truthfully: I don't even think I like him that much, now that I'm thinking about it. It's just the idea of him.

He is emotionally unavailable; he is moving in two months. Or is it chemistry? It's good but not great? Or is it both of us and our swords drawn? Our swords are drawn.

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