We were friends for so long, and now I am markedly different. I get jealous easily. I want all his attention. This is not healthy. I know it isn't. I get upset with myself for not being a better person, for not letting things go, for not being able to go with the flow.
I can't go with the flow. I hate this about myself: my inability to just let things be, and it's becoming more apparent as the relationship goes on, as I am still unable to make some friends, as we're still broke.
I think it's a lot of factors. Stress. It's ugly.
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