Attention whore

I'm just being an attention whore now.

That's all there is to it.

I'm trying to stir up trouble where there is none, folks. So The Roommate likes me. I don't like him. I happen to like The Boyfriend. I've been clear. I'm not sending mixed signals.

But suddenly I'm thinking really hard about it all. Pretending like things are awkward when they aren't. It's not some dramatic living situation where I'm having some clandestine affair with my roommate while my boyfriend is away. I'm not sharing looks with The Roommate. I'm not acting out of the ordinary.

I'm just thinking it to death (which is just so unlike me, of course...). I need to stop categorizing it and let it go. It's not a big deal. It's a fleeting thing.

It's my ego.