Well, today has been the worst day of my life. It's only 4pm, I'm curious to see how much worse it may get.
Finally, finally, I cornered The Boy. Well, not cornered. We haven't spoken for a couple days. This awkward, random phone call business is old. I told him that I like him and that I am fine if he does not feel the way that I do, but that I want to figure out what we're doing. And he bluntly said that we can continue talking, but that unless we're in the same city, he sees little prospect of a "committed romantic relationship." Direct quote.
And other non-male related events are happening in my life, causing me crazy amounts of stress. I have been physically ill all day. The Boy was the catalyst, and now it all feels overwhelming.
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