What are the chances? In a city this small, of course I'm running into him (thus why I'm leaving a city this small), but why now? Or maybe, of course now. He's available. I'm leaving. I'm seriously interested in someone else despite the leaving. And that's when I pause. Would I? I'm seriously interested in someone, nothing is defined, mostly because it can't. It can't be defined when I will be a thousand miles away in mere days.
But the question remains, would I? Will I? Because I am leaving and circumstances are what they are, they are what they are, nothing is defined, would I kiss someone else? Would I kiss him? Will I kiss him? Will I do my damnedest to see how it all plays out? Will I pretend like its out of my hands?
And then, if I do, will I fall over myself into guilt?
Why am I doing this? I am leaving! Why am I considering these possibilities? Even if I do, if I kiss this other man, it won't matter, because both of these men won't matter, because in a week, I won't be here.
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