Keep the back burner on low

I woke up next to Mr. Right. We talked about What To Do. He said that I always have someone on the back burner. That he's hesitant. I told him, I know.

(I know this. I know. I date. I'm a dater. I'm a hand-wringing obsessive always someone on the back burner dater. I know how to date. Relationships, though. I get scared. I worry. I panic. I sabotage. I sabotage and ruin it. I stir up trouble. I know my shortcomings. I know I do this. I kiss other men.

I love the back burner. I love the line up. I know the back burner. It's what I do. It's all about knowing my habits, understanding my patterns, creating new habits, new patterns; forging ahead.)

(I will forge ahead.)