It's about time I gave him a name, right? It's about time I called it something, paused long enough to think it through.
Maybe not.
He likes me.
Huh.
He is attentive and responds to messages and asks me to spend time with him and looks me in the eye when I say something and when I opened his door to my car first, he reached across the seat to unlock my door for me.
I can't decide if I'm scared or if there just isn't as much of a spark there. I'm scared of losing myself in someone, scared of getting lost within a relationship and no longer thinking for myself, only thinking for us. But there is something to be said for chemistry.
But there is something to be said for stability.
So I can't quite decide what we're doing, the two of us.
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