Take it back

I would do anything to take it all back.

I would do anything to go back to four years ago.

Four years ago, when we first met, when he loved me, and I was indecisive.

I would go back.

I would love him.

And now, now it would be okay.

Instead of typing right this second, I would be pressed against him, asleep in our bed, breathing him in, sleeping until the next day, when our lives would begin.