It's defeating.
Another man. Another not gonna work. Another we're better as friends, don't you think? Another Lost Cause. Loss of meaning, of feeling, of something that may have been.
Another reason to close myself. Another reason to drink away feelings. Another sad, sad afternoon, knowing it's okay, this is my decision, this is right, but also knowing that I'm tired of logic. I'm tired of pragmatism. I want to be swept up. ..in something.
And what a shame, you know? It was magical for a moment, four months ago. That's the terrible part. That it was. And somehow, somewhere along the way, it died.
Oh pity me, I'm throwing in the towel.
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