In other news...

I met a guy a few weeks ago, a friend of a friend, a friend of a friend who has a girlfriend, who doesn't understand my humor, who may have a drinking problem. And he fascinates me. This is the attraction part, the chemistry, the unexplainable bit, the part I can't control for a second, even though I'm not (and would not) actively pursue this relationship-ped man, I can't help but feel drawn to him (trite expressions will only work in this case).

I can't put it into words. I can't make it make sense. I can't make a pretty statement and have all the loose ends put into place.

I just get a feeling. I don't want to make eye contact with him. I worry I will give myself away. I don't know his last name, so I just spent more time than I should admit Googling him using what I think may be his e-mail address. I'm not even sure.

And this is me not so secretly admitting that I hope to see him tonight at a mutual friends' birthday party. There, I've said it.