Mixed signals

I'm sending mixed signals?

Ugh.

I'm so over it.

I hate non-dating.

I'm not sending mixed signals. Because we're not dating.

Ugh, are we? Maybe I am sending mixed signals.

Mostly, mostly I don't want to deal with it, I don't want to deal with this men business, these men who I lose myself in, these men who distract me from the business of my life.

I got the Job Of My Dreams recently. I did. I started this week. I have been so busy with this new Job Of My Dreams business that I haven't had time to think about signals or no signals or dealing with this man who I'm not dating.

I'm having to talk myself into it. I don't want it. It's just that simple.