So far, what have we learned? I have grown emotionally attached to an emotionally unavailable man who appears to have a decent-sized drinking problem.
I keep thinking I don't have a type but it seems I certainly do, ladies and gentlemen of the jury: it's called alcoholic.
I can't tell you how I am drawn to them with an uncontrollable force, maybe I just want someone more broken than me, maybe I want to feel like, out of the two of us, I'm the one in control.
I don't know why I have picked The Latest Bartender over The Dane, I don't know why I fear being hurt by The Bartender, knowing that it's possible, he could break me simply by not returning my smile.
How does it feel so natural to want to fall into love with this man? Why can't I be reasonable just this once?
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