Saturday, August 24, 2013

Rose colored glasses

This is all getting confusing, as I knew it would.

The Ex is managing to work his way back into my life and it's comfortable but I know it isn't right. And I know I can control this, I can limit contact, and I simply have to do it.

But suddenly I feel so much compassion for this man who I'm pretty sure thinks leaving me last year was the worst decision he ever made, while I think it was the necessary push to get me back to reality. The reality that I was letting him take everything from me because I was so in love with him that I couldn't see clearly.

Now I see clearly.

So what am I doing?

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