I saw The Older Man and I left feeling intrigued despite the obvious quandaries. He doesn't drink, he is vegan, he is in several bands and almost twenty years older than me. He was honest. It made me become more honest, and I left feeling giddy and it had nothing to do with drinks because we didn't drink. It was a weird feeling, just honest giddiness in my car driving home mulling over it all.
I do wonder if our lifestyles will stop it before it starts. I do worry I crave flattery and confuse it with sexual attraction. Sometimes I can't tell whether it's sexual attraction I feel or the novelty of being singled out by someone.
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