The possibilities are endless

I think I like the possibility of someone in my life more than I like this imaginary person.

I'm structured.

I like things a certain way.

I like feeling giddy over someone. I do not like fighting about money. I do not like fighting about everything. Anything.

I like the dream of it all.

The idea that someone finds me interesting and attractive and something special.

I don't know that the reality is really what I want though.