So it really was just my imagination. I kept thinking things were starting with this guy, I thought we were re-starting, me and that guy from Chicago from years ago, what's his name, The New Guy turned The New Guy Round Two.
He visited me for the second time in mere weeks this past weekend, and it was all going according to plan, until now that he's gone and we're barely speaking. I'm trying to give him some space, I assume I'm overreacting, it's what I do, but I'm kind of taking it personally.
I don't feel like I have the upper hand here and so I will just sit, I will not initiate contact, I will do nothing. Last week was g-chats and texting and Facebooking and any form of media we could connect on, we were connecting.
Three days ago we were kissing, today, we're nothing.
And nothing isn't the end of the world, it's just one of those things, but it sure feels insulting. It sure feels like he finally got a good look and now he's over it. Two years, two states, two recent visits and now nothing?
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